In order to understand our place in history, we must have a
sense of identity. This sort of understanding is under much threat in the
emerging postmodern world, but is of utmost importance. We are living in a
culture that is beginning to tell us that life is meaningless, that we have no
real identity. How dangerous! Do you recall the first movie of the Bourne
franchise, “The Bourne Identity?” The franchise started with a trilogy about
Jason Bourne, a special agent found adrift with amnesia. Some fishermen pick
him up, and he begins to ask the questions, “Who am I?” and “Why am I here?”
Can you imagine what would have happened to him if he had not asked those
questions?
If you have not seen the movie, I won’t spoil too much, but
I need to catch you up a little. The reason Jason has amnesia is because of a
special operation that has gone wrong. He is injured and is left floating in
the ocean. The agency that sent him is acting without approval from the
government and wishes to cover up the botched mission. Thus, they are out to
kill Jason. If Jason would have gotten on the boat and never worried to ask who
he was, he would not have found out he was in trouble, and the powers that be
would have found him unaware and unready to defend his self.
Each human finds his or her self in a very similar
situation. We are born into the world lost, and unaware of our situation. If we
allow the world to tell us that we have no real story, no real reason we are
adrift, besides perhaps chance, we will unwittingly allow sin to consume us. We
need to know where we come from.
So, what is our identity? What has been lost, and what is at
stake?
The Genesis account of our creation and time in the garden does
not simply tell us about the “good old days,” about the way things were, but
have been forever lost. In fact, the Genesis account is very much about the
future, what we will one day have. As such, we must look to it with warm tears
in our eyes, the sort of tears that warm our eyes when we remember a loved one
who has passed, a mixture of grief and joy. In this, we grieve, but we hope for
the day in which what has been lost will be restored. Each time we lose a loved
one to death, each time we see a hungry child, each time we see disease
ravaging a friend’s body, we must long for the garden. Yet, it is not a longing
for a home to which you cannot return. Our longing must be accompanied by hope.
The account of our time in Eden is a story of home meant to
elicit more than an argument about “how God created us.” Relocating Eden merely
to the past has severely damaged our view of our story by limiting our
imaginations. Christians, I urge you, please don’t allow the naysayers to control
your reading of Creation. Do not always and forever read it as a textbook of
mere facts, as a science that must be always defended. The Bible will do just
fine without your constant guard. The greatest proof for Eden is living in hope
of seeing it again one day. Take a break from the constant apologetics and the
worry of how you are going to defend this or that portion of the text.
Apologetics have their place, but don’t just read the text for and against
others, but for and against your self. The creation account and the retelling
of our time in the garden is meant to elicit emotions of lament, to break your
heart in that home sick sort of way. Allow your heart to bleed. Be vulnerable
and cry out to your Father in your exile, because we get to go back.
Many readers of the Genesis account seem to peer into the
garden and think to themselves, “Well, that would have been nice, but we gave
that up and will never see Eden again.” Perhaps such lament should be our
initial reaction: We need to feel a real sense of loss. We should certainly
regret that we, as a race, have given up such a home, but the ability to lament
is a revelation to the deepest reality. Lament gives us opportunity to realize
and regret that the way we have done things are the wrong ways of doing things.
Lamenting leads to repentance, an unlearning of the habits that have put us in
our present, negative situation, and repentance, the turning away from bad
habits and the adopting of new, healthy habits puts us on a path to recovery,
to redemption, to reconciliation, to resurrection.
For some reason many Christian thinkers look at the
beginning and the end of human history as two very separate realities. God’s
original intent for humanity was to live happily in the garden, and there is
this assumption that after the fall, God’s plan shifted. Now, according to this
new way of thinking, the children of God are supposedly meant to inhabit
another realm altogether, an ethereal place called heaven that is far removed
from our present home. On earth we are physical beings. In heaven, apparently,
we are spirits floating about. In the garden, we were to work the soil. In
heaven, apparently, we simply and literally bow in worship forever and ever.
Is this the picture the Bible really paints, or are we
confused by our Western idea of heaven as a place separate from our present
reality? Yes, heaven is now separate from Earth, but not naturally so. Heaven
represents the presence of God. Earth used to be a place where man fully
experienced His presence. Sin tore the two apart and made a gulf between His
presence and our reality. But Christ makes all things new.
Yes we lament the loss of Eden, but life goes on precisely
because God wishes for us to repent and turn from our ways, the ways of sin and
death. Just as Israel repentance always led backwards, back home, so too does
our repentance take us back. Eden is not simply at the beginning of the Bible
because it is the chronological starting point. Instead, the Eden account is
reporting to us what is at stake in the complex drama of human history. If
Eden, which represents life and peace with God, is what we lost, for their to
be a happy ending to the story, Eden is what must be restored, and Christ
serves as the champion of this story of reconciliation. When we repent and turn around, we are
facing Eden, our home, our promise land.
In order to understand the story God has given us, we must
understand its scope. Often persons tell the story of the Bible beginning at
the fall and ending at the resurrection. It is as if the binding has fallen off
our Bibles and has taken a few pages from the beginning and the end along with
it. The story starts and ends with, “We have died, but, in Christ, we have
risen.” But died to what, and risen to what? Unwittingly, many jump into the
part all about our problems and our solution. But that focus is to center upon
humanity, and we do not see God’s big picture. The drama of Scripture runs from
creation to new creation. To borrow from the title of Sandra Richter’s book,
the whole story we are given in the Bible is “The Epic of Eden.” Eden has
certainly been lost, but not forever. We are going back. We stand in exile, but
Eden is our ultimate promised land.
The idea of being lost is quite vague until we understand
what was lost. To say of humanity that we are lost does not begin to
bring about the sort of anguish that should be brought about in light of our
fall and depravity. The real question is this: What are we lost from? For it is
not just life that we lost, but a sort of life, a way of being that is
difficult if not impossible to grasp by the sinful heart, but, if only glimpsed
at, will create a deep and devastating longing that can last a life time. That
our God is a God that would will our happiness forever is a concept that has
been lost on humanity and even some Christians. But that is why we were created,
and that is exactly what we threw back into God’s face when our own selfishness
led to a desire for what was not ours to take.
The tree and its fruit represents more than mere
disobedience; they represent a whole shift in being, a gaining of a perspective,
the knowledge of good and evil, which was not really a gain at all, but a loss.
We try and make the story of the tree a Sunday School, color book story, that
simply suggests we did bad when we disobeyed and ate an apple that we were told
not to eat. But, that is a child’s version of the true horror story. The tree
represents knowledge of right and wrong. Man’s eating of the fruit is his
declaration to God, “I do not trust you with guiding me into what is best for
me.” I want control over my destiny. I want to decide for myself. Give me my
life, Father. I won’t to live it my way.” Does that ring a bell? Does that not
remind you of the prodigal? We will return to this thought momentarily.
This tree represents division between man and God. It
represents a division within man himself, man who was created to desire God
now, through disobedience, has taken on a new desire, a desire that leads to
death, a desire for self, because God is the source of life. So, to turn from
God is to turn from life. The tree represents the desire of self over God. But
who is capable of lifting himself up? Strong as one may be, no one can pull
himself up by his own bootstraps. We were made to be carried by God, but we
chose the fruit of selfishness, which created and revealed in man a division
between good, outward focused reality and evil, inward focused reality.
If the fall of man, demonstrated in the selfish act of
choosing from the one tree that man was to ignore, created a division, a break
in the human nature, what is the nature that we lost? We lost our inherent
reflective nature of God, being made fully in His image, and this being
demonstrated in the separation of man from God. And what is the nature of God,
the image, which we lost? God is love. We lost love. To make our fall anything
less than the loss of love is to downplay the sheer horror of what was truly
given up by our transgression. This is not to say that God stopped loving us,
but something even worse.
While God continues to love,
we chose to set up a barrier so that His love cannot reach us and fulfill us as
it once did. If God would have just given up, it might not sting so badly, but
in His persistence we see the horrible reality of what sort of love we
transgressed. We have tried various theologies to numb and downplay the issue.
In anguish, some have suggested we really did not lose much. Some say we are
merely pawns in God’s game. We shift the blame or make it trivial. But, we must
face reality. We threw love back in Love’s face. How retched? But, hear the
good news. We are called to return. We all are called. While love was lost,
while love was stripped from Love, Love never stopped searching for the objects
of His desire. While we did not want to have anything to do with Love, Love
never changed. He still desires us.
In order to turn from the sin that we fell into, we must
turn from self, and this is done by the grace of Love. Our own broken nature
longs for redemption, a move back to Love, but we cannot tear down the barrier
we set in place. All we now have is a plea to Love. Thank Love that it is the
nature of love to return to the lost, to even those who have betrayed Love for
spite. There is no other motive for Love, but love.
Try as we might to shift the story, we will eventually
have to accept the truth that what we lost was God, what we have lost is Love.
Love is at stake, not mere life, but life abundant with Love. What is at stake
is God, the God of our fulfillment. He seeks us all in Love, for Love does not
discriminate or show favoritism. Oh how lost we would be if Love was not
loving. Praise Him.
And because God is love, He does not change His love for
us. Many theologians have the faith of a servant. They are as the prodigal,
perhaps my favorite retelling of the story of human history. They assume our
life once back home will be different than the life we had before, just as the
prodigal assumed. These people assume we no longer inherit the garden. The
prodigal imagined in his mind that the father would not take him back into the
home, but would give him a lesser life of service, but what did the father do,
he fully restored the child. We did not forever lose Eden. Our Father calls us
home, to full restoration.
Let’s look at the end of the story:
And
he showed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of
the throne of God and of the Lamb. In the midst of the street of it, and on
either side of the river, was there the tree of life, which bare twelve manner
of fruits, and yielded her fruit every month: and the leaves of the tree were
for the healing of the nations. And there shall be no more curse: but the
throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it; and his servants shall serve him:
And they shall see his face; and his name shall be in their foreheads. And
there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither light of the
sun; for the Lord God gives them light: and they shall reign for ever and ever.
(Revelation 22:1-5)
Do you recognize this place at the center of New Jerusalem, our future
home? There is the river. There is the Tree of Life. And God is once again with
His people in the midst of a physical reality. This is the garden. Our home. God’s
plan never changed. We were to live in the garden and work with God in
creation. We gave that up, but look! God continued to develop Eden. Now the
garden is a city, and when all is said and done, after Earth is resurrected.
What is now in heaven, the home God is preparing for us, will be brought down
to Earth once more. Our home.
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